..suicidal..

...and once again i'm left alone feeling lost,sad and confused while the world around me goes on not noticing that my heart is torn to pieces...and once again i take refuge in the deep gashes.. pain is the only feeling i have left...it gives me comfort seeing the crimson drops flow out of me...im addicted to this pain...its like a sweet lullaby in the darkest of the nightmares...i sit there feeling every bit of it...watchng and waiting til the last crimson drop flows out of me.. 






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.....all the sadness creeping in me the darkness comes close it becomes me i become the darkness..i gasp for air...but its too late...i take a final look at the distant horizon....a tinge of orange!...that's the last of it...REST IN PEACE.....