..suicidal..

...and once again i'm left alone feeling lost,sad and confused while the world around me goes on not noticing that my heart is torn to pieces...and once again i take refuge in the deep gashes.. pain is the only feeling i have left...it gives me comfort seeing the crimson drops flow out of me...im addicted to this pain...its like a sweet lullaby in the darkest of the nightmares...i sit there feeling every bit of it...watchng and waiting til the last crimson drop flows out of me.. 






PS:

.....all the sadness creeping in me the darkness comes close it becomes me i become the darkness..i gasp for air...but its too late...i take a final look at the distant horizon....a tinge of orange!...that's the last of it...REST IN PEACE.....

xxx

the melodrama the melancholy

its all insane

life is turning into a monotonous tune....

its like the clock a creature of habit!

the same thing over and over

can no one see this?

can no one understand this phenomenon

the constant boring clicks!
the same old drama day after day 
is it never gonna end?


i look out the window 
i see the birds flying south 
i wonder what kind of places they go to
the adventures they face
the new places they explore


for them its a new life everyday!
i wonder if i can have a life like them..
who am i kidding....!
but i never stop wishing
(^_^)